The date on the last post was off, that's been corrected now.
I feel unmotivated to do most things.
I wanna be someone who's creative, but I don't wanna actually engage in a creative process. This is
obviously not possible, and I need to work on whether the answer is to find something I'm passionate about→
or to accept that the desire itself is unreasonable and let it go.
As often happens with depression, currently neither option seems sensible and I see no others.
The will is there, the spark is there, but I have no logs to burn. I'm throwing sparks at nothing.
I'm tired and cold. There is no fire.